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Tribute to James Khor

To James Khor :

I may not know who you are,

I may not have met you personally,

I may not have been able to chat with you,

but there's one thing I would like to say to you.

May you find Paradise in the after-life,

May you find Peace there,

May you feel the warmth and the comfort in Heaven,

May you find the Lord.

For those who are shaken by the terrible news about James Khor and his friends who recently passed away due to an accident of nature, may peace be with you... I'm sure God is watching over him and taking care of him right now :)

And for those who are posting hate messages and using his name in his blog, (though I know you people won't be reading this, but oh well..) SCREW YOU!! You do not appreciate life and death, you do not know the meaning of condolence, and you have no brain to process the word......... "mourn". All you damn people know is just to say negative things day in, day out... YOU CAN'T EVEN LET HIM BE AFTER HE'S NOT IN THIS WORLD! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?! I bet you.... the next time you pass away (I will not "touch-wood" here... I'm friggin' serious =.=) how would you feel if people just threw rubbish at your grave? And you know what the messed up part is? You're doing it virtually by spamming rubbish at his blog. Get a life damn it.

Just like Rachael Chin in Facebook who scolds people for buying her "pet" in Friends For Sale, oh come on... isn't the game meant for buying people so that the "value" increases? You who call people "slut" for buying your "pet".. aren't you one to accuse??? You bought him in the first place... who's the "slut" now huh??? HUH???????? =.=

What's wrong with the world today... Kampar getting more and more popular due to the recent news... Everyone... start praying for yourselves... for your loved ones... for your family back at home and the "family" you have in your campus/school/varsity/college/ (ah... u get what I mean..) that everyone you know will be safe... you may not know him/her that well... but once that person is not in this world, you will still feel the pain in your heart knowing that you could have known him/her better.. appreciate each and everyone in your life... You'll never know when things could take a turn in life... It could be good.....

or bad....

We'll never know... do we?

This is a song contributed to James Khor, and everyone in Kampar.

Lord, hear our cry..

Come heal our land..

Breathe life into these dry and thirsty souls..

Lord, hear our prayers..

Forgive our sins...

And as we call on your name..

Would You make this a place for Your glory to dwell.

Open the blind eyes,

Unlock the deaf ears,

Come to Your people,

As we draw near..

Hear us from Heaven,

Touch our generations,

We are Your people,

Crying out in desperation...

Hear us from Heaven..

Hear us from Heaven...

Hear us from Heaven....

Self-Evaluation? Hmm..

This is one of the rare moments that I went out to Ghany, sat there with 3 people and started talking about almost everything... from how many kids we wanted to testicles (yes, I know it sounds wrong.. but it was a cold morning and we were talking about how our "balls" would freeze).. So after meeting the CF mates in Jensen's house busy making muffins and apple tarts, we decided to go Ghany to have supper... the rest went back.. leaving Renjie, ShuTY, Eric and I to talk about almost everything..

It was an enjoyable time, and this was the first time I got to know so much about Eric, Renjie, and ShuTY (their opinions and their stories).. and then we were talking about what is our purpose in life... not in spiritual sense.. but... What are we here for? What talents do we have? What are we supposed to do?

We also talked about studies, non-Christians and Christians... and a thought came to my mind.. I'm sorta having such a good life... that I'm slacking off a lot.. That I myself don't know what am I reaching for.. what is my aim? my goal? my ambition?

What can I do to motivate myself to strive for excellence? If I'm really doing this for myself, I need to know what I'm aiming for right? Somehow I don't have a motivation that's strong enough to push me forward to score well (in a sense, sorry mum and dad T.T).

Maybe I need to do what Eric said... maybe I need to self-evaluate....

but....


how?



oh yeah.. we were at Ghany 'till 6.30 in the morning XD

Thankful

I am thankful that the Lord gave me a second chance in my studies.

I am thankful for such caring parents that call me everyday to make sure I'm alright.

I am thankful for a blessed "family" in CF that supports and encourages me in my everyday life.

I am thankful that he gave me such a wonderful girlfriend. I love you Clara =)

I am thankful for everything He's done for me.

Thank you Lord.

Random Thought

It's hard to differenciate guy and girls in Kampar now...

Almost everyone have the same hair lenghth (or more!)

I was cycling home when I saw a girl standing outside her house... I passed by, she turned to look at me....

*plays horror song*

it was a HE!!!!!!!!!!!!

...

I hate arguing with my mum.

I always end up crying.

Happiness for My Friends

First I'm funny because I make jokes....


Now I'm funny to them because I can't talk =.=


Sore throat made me lose my voice and now I'm whispering all the way...


Isabelle laughs at me now instead of with me..... T.T


So is everyone else T.T